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Wednesday, November 11, 2009
i have made up my mind.To Mr C :) : i know you do read my blog. i hope by the time you read my blog i could be dead. firstly, i really had great time with u and thanks for all the memories we had since 23th. Well, it takes time to erase all these from my mind though. But, i wont hesitate to do so. Thanks for treating me like a toy and thanks for treating me like a total complete fool thinking a wasnt aware of what was happening. I admit that i have wronged you. But u gave me your word and it all ended just too soon for me to accept it. i curse and i swear that i will forget everything that had happen between us and treat it as nothing had happen. I have no reason to be like this and its totally not worth it right? but u know what? you really knows how to sweet talk a girl. im just too naive and too foolish to actually fall for your trap. so what if you are good looking? your attitude and behaviour really spoils your image . Ruin everything that u are trying to earn from. Trying too hard i might say? However, you are a nice guy. i really pray to god that u will change for the better, besides you are his son right? dont disgrace yourself or disgrace youself in the name of god. keeping my fingers cross that u will change for the better. but i doubt you will. god bless you for tmrs paper ya? reast asure that i wont waste a single cent on you on the 21st. i wont even bother about this day cause its seems like you are the one who is avoiding it? so i will just be happy and prepare to take off for my holiday.When im back, you will be outta my head. gone forever =) you asked for this.i will always remember you as a jerk. a sweet talk mother fucker all time jerk. you once told me that you dont want me to treat you like one but im having second thoughts.Totally so unruly. cause why? you are one. one what? JERK till than mr c. our love has died =) and im happy cause its just a complete waste of time. god bless ya mr C :)
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